Fear of falling in love.
Many might long to fall in love despite the number of times they fail or been betrayed. But some... Are just afraid. Afraid of getting hurt.
Those that dreams of falling in love but never did might ask, why be afraid? Just keep going and each guy that fails you means one more closer to Mr Perfect.
But.
Do you know how bad it hurts? It's like dying and coming back alive, only to die again. It's even when you cut your wrists, you can't feel anything, but joy because it feels like the problems are flowing out like the blood. But only when it stops, the problems are still there. It's like jumping off a building, breaking everything in your body, but still lives. It's like being stabbed a million times, but only worse. It's losing everything. Your world. Your heart. Everything.
If you've been through that, you would definitely think twice about falling in love again, knowing that you might have to go through the same thing again.
Yes. Falling in love might be the best thing you ever experienced. It might define you. It might become the only reason you live.
But that's also why it can destroy you. When something becomes more important to you than anything else even yourself, it becomes the one thing that can be a threat to you. It can kill you.
And maybe that's why people fear falling in love.
Do you see the cuts
Running all over my heart
Never recovering
Because I keep tripping.
Philophobia.
Hugs and kisses.
