Moving on.

what is so tough about moving on? some people might ask. well here's my reply.

you think it's easy? letting go of the one person you truly care about? Letting go of someone that you would die for? letting go of the guy/girl that you thought was the best thing that ever happened to you?

you think it's easy letting go of what once use to be part of your life?

well let me tell you, it's not.

moving on, it's something that takes away part of you for awhile. a part that is in-charge of your happiness. moving on, it's like taking away part of a puzzle, leaving it incomplete. moving on, it's like a broken jar, it's empty. so are you when you try to move on. 

but. moving on is part and parcel of life. you might think that meeting he is the most amazing thing that ever happened to you. you might think his smile is what fuels you to go on. but just hold on that thought. and look around. 

there are so many people around you. 7 billion people in the world. and while you think that he is the one, even if he just treats you like a friend, the one might just have walked past you.

so here I have to say something, im currently trying really hard to move on. from a guy that use to like me. from a guy that now... idek. but let me tell you something. he might be the best thing that has happened to me up till now. and if i could pick anyone in the world now in an alternate universe, it would be him. but, i have to come back to reality. I have to come back to a world that i know, chances of him liking me is probably one to a million. and in this world, many a time, people don't get what they want. many a time, people get disappointed. this is just the world we live in. and when things don't go our way, we have to move forward. let go of what was holding us back. I want to move on because if I continue with him, at the end of the day, tears would be shed, hearts would be broken and for me my world would start crumbling. and at the end of the day, I would suffer the most. 

moving on might not be easy. it would probably cause a lot of trouble for you and friends. moving on is worse than a break up. but, you know what. 

it is his lost that he didn't pick you. someone that treated him like he was their world. 

he lost a girl that loved him and you lost a guy that you loved. 

hugs and kisses.