Life

Have you ever wondered?
What happened to those who said they would be there forever?
What happened to all those who created memories with you and promise to continue through forever?
What happened?

Well, it is all part and parcel or life that  at one point in time, everyone loses someone or someONES. To be honest, it sucks like hell. When you lose some people, you start to feel insecure.
Is it me?
Am I doing something wrong?
It is time for me to forgive and forget?

No. It is not. I spend half of my short 15 years of life trying to please others. Be friends with people I don't like because of my friends. That's not going to be it this time round. I am going to be who I want to be and be friends with who I want to. Not getting influenced by others.

Society has been implementing this thought of obedience and monophobia. We might not realise it, but society HAS been affecting us in one way or another. Monophobia, it is a fear of being alone. All of us are scared of being alone. We are afraid of being out casted by our friends. Yeah I know that. Personally I was and still am guilty of that. But, I've learnt to be confident with who I truly am. Don't hide any part of yourself, because He made you this way for a special reason. For a special group of people. You might not have met them as you are reading this post, because while writing this, I don't even know where I belong. But keep searching. Keep waiting. Because one day, with a special group of people, you will find your place. Like the last piece of a puzzle. Perfect.

But before that, you probably have to deal with much insecurities and many fake friends. You would probably have to deal with judgements and tears. But what I am here to say is, don't fear my friend. Because all these will be gone the minute you find true friends. All the battle scars will disappear into thin air. All will be worth it.

Sometimes, you might not have realised how lucky you are because while you are searching up and down for friends that fit your list of 'perfect friends', by your side, you might have already have a group of friends by your side when you fall back.

I did admit that I don't know where I belong. But tbh, I have a couple of friends who has always been by me, no matter how close or drifted we are now, I have to say I am lucky to have them.

I am rich, not with money but with friends and I am grateful. Because some people are so poor that all they have is money.  -Benjamin Kheng

Though many of your friends might have grown and left you as time has gone by. But still remember to thank them. Because they were once part of your life. And they once helped you grow and mature into who you are today.

Lift your head and keeping walking Princess/Prince(: Don't let your Tiara/Crown fall.